Emily Ratajkowski has accused photographer Jonathan Leder of sexually assaulting her during a photo shoot at his Catskills home in 2012 claims he strongly denies. In a lengthy essay for NY mag published Tuesday, the 29-year-old model and actress wrote that her then-agent had her travel to Leders upstate home for an unpaid photo shoot for a magazine called Darius that required an overnight stay. Then an unknown 20-year-old model, Ratajkowski writes that upon arriving at Leders home she was surprised to discover she would be modeling lingerie. In an attempt to appear mature, she accepted the red wine he offered her throughout the evening. Id been taught that it was important to earn a reputation as hardworking and easygoing, she wrote. You never know who theyll be shooting with next! my agent would remind me. After being photographed in lingerie, Ratajkowski claims Leder said, Lets try naked now. The second I dropped my clothes, a part of me disassociated, she wrote. I began to float outside of myself, watching as I climbed back onto the bed. I arched my back and pursed my lips, fixating on the idea of how I might look through his camera lens. Its flash was so bright and Id had so much wine that giant black spots were expanding and floating in front of my eyes. Later, when the makeup artist who was present for the shoot went to bed, Ratajkowski said she felt wide awake, but very, very drunk. She writes that she and Leder were huddled under a blanket on the couch when he started asking her about her boyfriends and watched as she rubbed her feet together to keep them warm. He told me he liked that foot thing youre doing, and I remember this moment more clearly than anything else, she wrote. I hate that Jonathan commented on something Ive done throughout my life to comfort myself. Most of what came next was a blur except for the feeling. I dont remember kissing,